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my mood super not good.
ahshits !
didnt went school today.
i hate intensive mt like hells la !
super sianning lors !
woke up at 2pm today :D
hohos~
then used com till 5plus.
went to meet peishan.
go sch actually fetch vicwee de..
but he went to find kim..
so we went to buy bubble tea.
then went to find him..
then went cc.
after awhile went 64 to play bball..
then went hawker awhiles..
then homed..
dun feel like going school tmr again.
ah shit !
but i cant ponn anymore ):
cos there's training tmr and i ponned today alrs.
sianed !
my mood's like SHIT now !
how i wish someone is here?
i've got a feeling, my birthday wont be a happy one.
i hate this yr.
so many troubles, stress.
and o's chinese is next week.
and my head is messed up with lots of r/s and other shitys probs.
shit it las !
okay, gotta siam alreadys.
if not tmr really no need go sch ler..
okay, bye !

i felt so silly and stupid.
believing you 3times.
wad if i've fallen for another him?
its already too late.
i cant turn back time.
so blame it on myself again.
i'll let go on the both hims.
i am just so tired of loving anyone.
leave me to be loveless.
sighs ):
i dun deserve any rights to love.
when will i ever learn to cherish?